Fontana day 2.

 So here i am, back in Fontana.. the only place i can safely call home. Its a pretty big deal to me, to be back here. I felt like i was starting over, and to be honest i wasnt looking forward to it.. the first night i was surprised i felt homesick. I was confused, because i dont know where home is anymore... as the day turns into night i felt like i was in a strange place. I tried to occupy myself, loosing track of time with the xbox and playing with my nephews. Then i realized it was just the feeling of tranquility and peace (or something like that). idk, its still hard to grasp, but one thing for sure, it also felt good being around family. The house hasnt changed a bit, still same ol kids whose all grown up (or think theyre grown up). lol. i certainly have... then i thought, maybe starting over wasnt so bad.. MAYBE its just what i needed. i'll probably figure it out as the week passes.. and i cant say that i dont miss staying with my Spots Staffs, but it is a nice change of pace.. different kind of drama fills the air lol WAY DIFFERENT. Not so much about girl or boy problems, now its just about whose gonna walk the dog or pick up the kids when they get out of school.. yess i know im talking like im gonna be here for good, but it sure feels like it. Then Priorities and and Responsiblity comes to mind, sense of motivation always swallows me everytime im here.. i felt like a grown man living in my moms basement. So simple yet complicated at the same time.... i hope that i "come back" with bigger/better goals intact. That seems to be the topic of my life lately... 

So im gonna leave you with something someone told me today:

"men gets struck by lightning four times more than women, because pussies dont like getting wet"

                                                            -Geoff

And somehow, between babysitting my nephews and cleaning the house.. we were able to make this RANDOM but somewhat funny video: