night of the FROSTING pasties

On my first day back in the LA scene aka Level 3. That shit cracked!! not too many people, but everyone seems to be having fun. there was as many guys as there was girls. My night in particular involved ALOT of drinking... i mean ALOT! its the one club where i can probably have fun without drinking, but it seems like i always get wasted there! the beginning went smooth, all my people got in, except for 5 who got turned down at the front of the line cus they were 5 mins late! but i still got them in anyways... met an old myspace friend for the first time! haha it was weird but fun at the same time, i always told her to come out to my clubs but she never did until last night, it was a pleasant surprise. lol. And anotherrr thing... there was sooo many NEW spots promoters, i felt like a fresh spot! not knowing anyone. they introduced me to some of them but other people said theres like 8 more that wasnt there. im like wow.. this team really grew. With that, i think we had the longest and loudest spots chant in a looong ass time. I thought i was gonna loose my voice in a span of 1 minute. As the pasties show came on, all the heads were up on stage, i felt awkward lowkey, but i was buzzed so i said fuck it. haha. They introduced me to the owner who turned out to be this really nice guy. It was the most fun i've had in a club for the longest time. But to my surprise, the highlight of the night didnt come at the club, it was after...

i had a great heart to heart with my ex, we talked about virtually all of our problems. Did it help that i was kinda drunk and she was rolling?? yes. lol at first i thought it was kinda sad that we need to be intoxicated or on drugs to be able to speak freely about eachother. But the combination just set all the emotional garbage and pride aside.. it let us focus on what needs to be said rather than what we THINK needs to be said. Can i say i remembered everything we said last night, no. But we realized that we were on the same page all along. there was some stuff that i didnt realize about her and vice versa... alot of un-awarded efforts that we didnt notice before. To tell you the truth, i had given up on us.. like REALLY given up. it was a nice challenge being single at the club but having her around the corner, I can honestly say i was worried to say the least... (not gonna get into that right now) but yea, all the amped up anger and frustration kinda went out the window. idk now...