the world

Yesterday was a big eye opener for me, I know who I am, what I do, and why I do them. But I finally came to terms that some things I do isn't right. You can't expect things to mold into your image of perfection everytime. Some things are already perfect. This flaw of mine has always made me or breake me.. I almost lost somone I trully loved because I wanted her to be stronger, I wanted her to understand me and what I do, when in reality the way I do things should not delegate everyone else's agenda around me. I always tell people I like pushing their buttons, when the only thing im pushing is myself. Pushing myself away from everyone I ever loved. This time luck was on my side and she understood. Its the greatest feeling in the world when you realized you've better urself.

Bottomline: it took almost loosing something I love the most in this whole world for me to finally realize how to overcome my biggest mental flaw. She is my rock, my anchor, she's the one that's always gonna keep me grounded and leveled, there's no one I would rather spend my life with than her, because to the world, she is one person, but to this one person, she is the world.

And I love her from here to...